Tuesday, November 28, 2006
uphaha i feel like i do not have a life. ever since nancy went back and the momma has been home 24/7 i haven't been out much. i haven't even caught step up! and to think i've been looking forward to it's opening since a month back. hur so my life pretty much revolves around the true yoga schedule :/ tsk and my lack of a social life is also probably cause of my shortage of moolahs and well just being plain lazy. oh well

was supposed to go down to church yesterday, but it started raining when i was about to leave the house, leaving me stranded at home. no i do not use the umbrella thank you. so my orignial plans were crushed and changed to having lunch with the momma at the country club before following her for yoga, but not to actually do it. just watch. hah i don't even know why i wanted to watch her or whatsoever but i guess it beats being home starring at the idiot box. and what was supposed to be two sessions of yoga became three, leaving me bored to death. and i probably would have jumped off the building just for some thrills if not for the occasional company of aunty cindy and eugene and of course the smiley masters (tara i know you like! HAHA)

haha and the brother is home! (: haha so the momma, grandma, brother and i went to the country club (again! agh) for lunch. ran some errands, well an errand and he dropped us off at the yoga centre. hah the momma ditched me and left for coffee with her friend, coming back 20minutes later for essential dance. and after that i had to wait another hour before fusion dance started. and when you have nothing to do you can really feel yourself wasting time, you know? the heartache. sheesh. so it was fusion dance after the agonising one hour. dancing on my blisters is no fun, feeling them burst while dancing is just disgusting and having them form right after that is annoying. thank you very much.
dinner and home it is. i'm exhausted and i'm tired of thinking so bloody much. no more yoga till sunday i promise. i need time off

hah! i seriously feel cheated. i even feel cheated for my mom and for everyone else. i do not know your purpose but this "secret" or confession is dangling at the tip of my tongue and i feel like blurting it all out. it bothers me because it concerns so many people and that includes my mom. it's not funny anymore and i don't know if i can laugh with you and joke about it any longer. how would i even know it's you i'm talking to and not just another mask for another motive? fake

tara where are you! (okay i do know where you are larh, haha!) i need to bitch! hahaha (:

cip again tomorrow! i need to shop cause i have nothing to wear anymore!